Hi! :D

The exam have concluded! this is gonna be a wordy post :) I've been missing in action for a very long time! Because i told myself i must go on a comp fast !!! and i did :D aiya, like sometimes i got use but 5 mins only! i play to help my mom do things .. like setting up some programmes you know.. so its still counted! :D
My O level finally ended, feel empty lor.. before the exam i was still so excited. it was the after exam thoughts that keep me going and alive. haha! So..during the exam, i felt more and more demoralised after each paper. Pathetic isnt it? Haha! I really prayed all my hearts out, feel so demoralise, feel so upset, feel like going to dieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. But God send many many many angels down into my life you know :) I felt so much better! and the paper i left over was like.. removing all my demoralised thoughts -> I CAN DO IT thoughts. Well, our lives are worth more than an exam :) 对不对 AIYO, im actually smiling to myself now when im typing -.-"
So... yea lo! I love this O levels. And my super positive dad is so funny. He kept nagging me to get all the textbook out of my room. I told him wait aft result, scared want retake few subs ,he say THROW! throw everything, not gg to retake, gg to go poly alrd... hehe :l Anyway! O level..sigh... i feel so.. wasted... cause many people who are younger than me took this sub, whats worst, one of them is my cousin. Not the same age one. eh eh~ whatever~
I feel so demoralise today. i told mom i think she's taking O's too. Mom say "she so smart, she sure can do it, her math very li hai." LI HAI WOR!!! you know ? I hate being compared :( I go tell mom, don make me get 10 points then start saying i v li hai too -.-" aiya, i know impossible but feel so angry >:C
ok, back to it..I have NO MORE TUITIONS!!!!!!!! hahahahha! i CAN enjoy~ fly layang~~ yayness! But in my mind..there's one place i wanna go :( badly.. i've been thinking it since i was 13.. i always ponder about it~ But, sigh....................................... so upset, but.... sighh.... boo xC
So, now exams is over, i hope i can really pack my room, into a neat and tidy room..
NO BOOK= NO DUST RIGHT?
NO BOOK= NO INSECT RIGHT? :x
HEHEHHEHHHEHEHEHEHHEHEHEE
So, i know i missed alot of things during this examination period, but don worry! i will get back everything. smile~~ cheers~~
I don know why i feel so empty after this exam.... hahaha.
I just feel that something is missing you know...


BYE! MOODLESS

I'm back :)

from my computer fast :)

I cant wait to update the whole chunk of my life. lols

I feels happy in seeing how other celebrated their birthday.
Party, surprises, planning! this kind of thing!
But when it comes to me ... -.-"
I'm so lazyy..................... HAHAHAHAHAHAHS

Oops, my birthday is still far laaaa! :)
Just a thought.
Hehe !

O levels is less than a MONTH. lols
Where's the tense feeling.
I try to love history.
the more i read, the angrier I am.
I feel that there's no justice in the past
WHY!!

Oh, I lost the mood to even use comp. damn SAD.
and, I'm having complicated feelings now.

church
CHURCH
church
(-.-)"
come and save me~

Oh, and i actually did my math homework . WOOHOO.
and i handed it . WOOHOO.

I feel that there's a loss of memory in my brain :(
So many things to say.
If only I've the courage..

God, saves me :(

i think my english's v bad :(

My mood swing is super terrible these few days

1. maybe its the weather?
2. maybe its the aching?
3. maybe its the headache?

and... I

1. get agitated easily
2. lose my appetite, appetite dam bad, skipped 16sept dinner 15sept breakfast.
3. walk more than i sit and i don feel the ache alot.. so numb
4. stare into the air / space
5. prefer on my own
6. think alottttttttt
7. talk to myself more than usual
8. keep wanting to sleep just to stop moving.

I JUST WANT YOU TO KNOW , I'M A HUMAN TOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
Being my friend, you know my personality.
Being my friend, you know my promise are always broken thats because time play no favourism.
Being my friend, you know I can't wake up so early hence, I cant promise much.
Being my friend, you know I cherish and treasure you because I do that to everybody
Being my friend, you know me better than my parents.
Being my friend, you know I'm a lousy friend then, please accept it.

I will really thank you because having ms now, I can't change much because Being my friend, you should know how it feels because you are Being my friend.

Thankiewverimuchies.

On a cheerier note, I found my nail buffer * laugh loudly *
and I've no school till Monday! * laugh even louder*
because... my prelims has ended and monday is a public holiday * Laugh out super loud*
goodnight(:

I'm v happy =))

I'm v v happy =))

Feel hours ago I was very depressed , bury head into blanket. =((

But now, I wasnt feeling that happy CAUSE I CAN'T FIND MY NAIL BUFFER THINGY !
ROAR!!!!!!!

i so want to do my nails but i cant find it.
Mom say wait. so I WAIT!!! hmph!

On the other hand, I feel so disappointed :(

The holiday has finally ended :( One week flew in a blink of an eye :(
It was not productive for me at all. I had a full study plans for it but each day, It was jam PACK! Its either, I have a long lunch, a check up, woke up late, or I cant remember :(
I wanted to make this september holiday to be fruitful, turn out to be a break point. Anyway, I receive news of my chemistry marks...It was very disappointing, like becoming a wake up call to me for my science. Whereas for my history, I still did not touch much. So zzz right? Sighh.....

Where as I enjoy tuition so much cause I finished 2 assignments . fufufu =3 I'm mad.
And, I missed church yesterday cause I have this stupid flu that attacked me since I woke up..
Then the 5 x-trays killed most of my good cells, leaving me so weak. HAHAS.
Then... I went home and changed, pack bag, mom say eat a lil medicine then go. I said ok since it will not cause drowsiness, mom said de :X
Then i walk back to room take my bag.. head to Mom room.. I collapse at the big bed :'(

On that afternoon I dreamt that eileen treat me pizza hut, alrd make reservation -.-"
Was looking at what to eat then the phone ring @!@#%$^&&&
I told eileen if there's no phone call, I already get to eat it in my dreams lor.
Ass right, i cant remember who's the one that call >:C
Thinking of fulfilling my dreams but next friday we're heading thr to celebrate my teacher's bdae -pouts-
I now realize that.. DREAMS DON'T COME TRUE !#%^&(^
HHAHAAHAHAHAHAHHAS!

then, also on this particular day, cant remember when,
i woke up after a dream of quarrelling with this person
then, in the afternoon, i fell asleep on the couch, or my mom's bed,
I DREAM OF QUARELLING WITH THIS PERSON AGAIN!
F.Y.I , i woke up quite early on that day, im not a pig that sleep the whole day :X
then, another reason of why
DREAMS DON'T COME TRUE.. but luckily, it really didnt came true cause there were violence involve. hahahhas!

I know i keep dreaming, i don know why too. I guess it keep me multitask when i sleep :)
Hope i dream of studying .. then i can really multitask fruitfully :)
like.. Maybe, reading and making notes of history in my dream,
learning graphs , woo! learning chemistry! woo!
COOOL right? ah, like rubbish ,
K, mom calls for me le, have to scram from my computer table........................

HAHA! I keep overslept for tuition . BOOOOOOOOOOOOOO :(
hope i can wake up for next week tuition >:C
I'M NOT A DEEP SLEEEPER!!!!
I'M NOT A HEAVY SLEEPER!!!!!!
I'm a girl . oh yea~~~

OH YA! today.... grace could not recognise me until i wave at her!!!
did my hair make my look change so much . i know why
cause i first time cut liu hai what . zzzzzzz hahahah
and some thought i reborn .________. na li ke neng nehhhh. hor? hahahhaahhas

*still so reluctant wear new specs*
hahahahas!

I'm Evangeline Lim
林紫嫣小姐
14 december 1992
Love God & Family & Friends
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Add me @ smiling.yann@hotmail.com